Okay, so the previous post can be completely ignored, seeing as that account got fricken deleted somehow.  *headdesk*.

@jmaria48 is the new one.  If you want to read my inane ass ramblings on a forum not lj or fic wise.

that is all

So, I got a twitter account. Not really sure what I have to tell people every five seconds, but whatever.  It's @jbeaners48, if you wanna follow my insanity, feel free.  Hopefully I'll post links to the last bits of stuff I've written in the year and month I've been lurking without posting here.

Okay, so I never finished 23 for 23 byt the time I was 23. And I didn't even try for 24. But. I'm insane again. So we're going to try this again.

Ahem.
You know the drill:

Give me one pairing/characters that you would like to see in fic form. Just the character and Fandom. I'm simplifying.

Fandoms: Angel, Bones, Buffy, Castle, CSI:NY (I can fake the other two if so requested), Dark Angel, Doctor Who, Eureka, Psych, Sarah Jane, Supernatural, Torchwood and anything else that I'm fairly well known for. As far as movies and books go, just add an additional fandom in case I don't know it.

That's it. It's ridiculously easy. They won't be done by the tenth (I'm good, but not that good), but I'm hoping they'll be done by january. Okay. So go ahead, request.

ugh. just a post to update the status of a few of my stories

Sarmatian Ladies was updated here.
23 for 23 was updated here. I'll post them here in a bit, but the links will take you to the latest six chapters.
There are a couple of other updated or made new.

I cannot believe it's been nearly a year since I've last posted. ok, just had a weird flashback to confessing that I stole Joelle's earrings and yelled at her to Father Fee in our yearly grade school conffesionals . It's been a crazy year. just wanted to drop a line and let everyone know I'm still here. later

My mom's in the hospital.  She's gotta have triple bipass surgery because she had a minor heart attack last night.  

I feel so useless and stupid and just broken because i don't know what to do and it scares the shit out of me.  I spent three and half hours at the hospital not taking any of it in because THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING!  My mom is scared and she looked so small and scared in the hospital and I feel just useless and all I want to do is cry my eyes out and curl into a bawl and not have to put a stupid happy smile on my face because I don't want to add any stress to her right now.

But she's at the same fucking hospital my dad was in, on the same fucking floor I last remember visiting him on, with those same fucking smells and sounds and I hate it.  And it scares me. 

I know, it's like noon.  I should be awake.  But I have yet to be to sleep - thank god I don't have to work for until five.

Wrote some of the epic saga that is Nine's First Fallen Companion, aka Dawn Summers.
Tweaked art for both that and Victims of this Self-Same Tragedy, my Tin Man fic in the works/fanmix project for Azkadellia and Jeb Cain.
Touched up the Bitten Plum polish on my toes - which means I'm now officially rocking Gryffindor colors (red toes, gold fingers).  They were green as of two days ago, but work stress kicked them off.

So on the plan for the day: sleep, work, eat, repeat.  Maybe write or watch dvds (Evil Dead II again, or Clerks II or Evil Dead - if I get around to buying it at work tonight) or tvds (Torchwood series one, or maybe season two of Supernatural).

Okay, my download finished, so now I go sleepy bye.